i am alone

i am alone. i am always alone. you could put a million people around me and i'd still be alone. i never get invited to anything. people are never excited to see me. no one calls me unless they've tried every one else they know first and they didn't pick up. no one asks me how i am. i am utterly and completely alone.
but people suck so it only bothers me when i feel left out, which is usually just on the weekends and holidays. otherwise, i like being alone.